It's been awhile, hasn't it? Ham is still hamming it up, and we are still trying our very best to understand him. We spent some time trying to find a "better" diagnosis that fit him "better," but we were searching for something that didn't exist. He's been diagnosed with Autism twice now as well as ADHD twice. It is what it is; I wish I had something more profound to say about it. Life is a struggle everyday, and Ham will never be a "normal" kid. Yet I am becoming okay with that. He is my son, and I love my more everyday even when I have no idea what is going through his mind.